Heads or Tails

Do you ever really win a coin toss when you choose between two options? Seriously, choosing between two extreme options in your life by flipping a coin can be hazardous but sometimes is needed. The fact that you choose to flip a coin, you narrowed it down to 2 possible options, and assume that you would be happy whichever side it lands, tells me you are either in a really good or really unhappy situation in your life. Of course, I am self analyzing, as I am the one flipping the coin.

I have been known to be a bit indecisive at times but

Never Last

I have known myself my whole life but I feel that I find out something new everyday. Don't get me wrong, I am steadfast in my character and integrity, but I realise that sometimes I get in a rut or in a bubble and don't know it. I am tired of it. History repeats itself over and over again and I feel I am on the apex just before a fall. Well I am not going to let it happen..not without a fight. In a situation as this what other tactic can I use but to be directly contrary (in moderation?) to what is instinctive. It is a slippery slope I am sure but it has to start somewhere.